was a whole whirlwind of things. I will explain in full detail later on but it goes from losing the greatest thing that has ever happened to me to talking to my mother about my depression, the reason why my father left, my grandfather’s death, my indecisiveness in my career and many other things. I am exhausted and I am not in the right mindset to explain. However; I know my mistakes, I know what to fix. I will do what I need to do to better myself as a person. I’ve made promises, and these are the type of promises I intend to keep or die trying.